Which one is confused!

Certainly things are changing and I have to stop and ask who is having the problem, her or me. The need for caregivers to get away from it all will make itself evident with more stress and fewer patience. I have tried to miss some weeks with outside care, but you just can't do that as it makes things more compressed if you don't get away and do some things for yourself. Lesson learned!!!
I wish I had written this but I did not but it is touching.
Do not ask me to remember. Don't try to make me understand. Let me rest and know you are with me. Kiss my cheek and hold my hand. I'm confused beyond your concept. I am sad and sick and lost. All I know is that I need you to be with me at all cost. Do not lose your patience with me. Do not scold or curse or cry. I can't help the way I'm acting. Can't be different though I try. Just remember that I need you. That the best of me is gone. Please don't fail to stand beside me. Love me 'til my life is done.
We will be going to Lawton to see her Mom on Wednesday, so I will have some pictures to post at the end of the week.